Lately several people have expressed the fact that your mind will lie to you.
It thinks you're 40, when you may actually be 71 as I am.
What a pain. Literally.
Each morning I have to stretch my legs almost before I get to the coffee pot. My legs shrink or something as I sleep, I guess. But when I wake up there isnt much that doesn't hurt, until I have moved around a bit.
I have to talk to myself all day, a running narrative of whatever I am doing just to stay focused. And still I can't remember whether I took a pill or not 5 minutes later.
I don't get enough sleep. I feel in such a hurry to accomplish a lot of things while I still can. I fugure I may have at least ten more years in this realm, so I am busy leaving lots of marks on the planet, like paintings and other projects. This week I have been tossing lots of things I don't need and never will use, but unfortunately, in the process I think I threw away several credit cards that I now have to call and get replaced. Yes, I seem to do something like that every day. I spend a great deal of my day looking for things.
